Unfinished Business

It does not sit easy with me
across from you, in situ
questioning your morals
when I confess
my own are questionable

You broke the law
I bent rules, shattered promises

crusher of hearts
will punishment cleanse your soul?
I punish myself
but I keep re-offending

I blame my mother
It's in my DNA, she did 15 years
with the same partner in crime
did your father do time?

The pleasure of the pursuit
and that feeling
oh the feeling of satisfaction
when you've seized what you desire
at any cost

We are in collusion
you're locked behind bars
yet I'm the one that feels trapped

LH 2015

Things only we know

Talking
was something we did for hours
late into the night, often by the fire
with our lips pressed hard against glowing skin
swapping tongues and stories from the waist
eyes locked together as we slid into place

I recall
your smiling mouth as I gasped
I listened as you whispered words meant only for my ears
and I learned something new about you
words were something you knew how to use
perfectly

you avoided
those three words
but you had my show of hands all along
If I don't call out to you I'm afraid I'll lose my voice
and yours will fade away
I refuse to believe you have nothing left to say

LH 2015